My story -a healing journey

Hi dear,

Im not a fan of putting a list of all the competences, but if you would like to see them, check them out here :-) - but im a huge fan of deep connection and realness.

Today my intuition told me it was time to tell you a bit about my story...:-)

So, who is Erika?

I grew up on the countryside in Sweden, and I am swedish. It wasn´t perfect but in many ways idyllic indeed. The typical core family and my lovely grandmother & grandfather in the house next door, neighbours and lots of nature, moose, deers and seas.

My school was small (which was idyllic for an energy healer (not knowing at the time), my mother did know that I was different in some ways, she just did not understand how, and yes, she told me when I was older, that they wondered sometimes. For example when I was going with an older kid home after shool that had an hard time, helping her with her homeworks.

Middle school was in the middle of the woods, I loved school! ...Until I started high school, it was big and lots of concrete. And for as long as I can remember I had pain but now it just got worse, big classes, lots of energies! (And I was very much like Henry Tyler), - (the Hollywood medium) - I took up energies in the form of pain. Did you ever hear about Medical intuition?

I loved writing and wrote my first short story; "My 4 composers" :-), when I was 8 yeard old, and wrote out the hand writing books in school in a fast pace. I wanted to be a journalist and a writer :-) I also played the piano from 7 years old, and I loved the sun, the moon and the stars. My room was filles with golden moon & stars and blue curtains and a blue sofa, just like the sky.

Ive been working with writing in different forms for several years now.

Upper high school was better thoe, lots of creativity and I studied Art and culture school. During that time I also worked at a fashion shop where they also asked me if I wanted to quit school and become a store manager? No, I finished school even thoe I was so tired on it, so tired that when my teacher at Art and culture came down with papers from a fashion school she thought I should considired, I didn´t even want to look at the papers. ( Was that also part of my Soul plan?) Well...We cannot know everything for sure, several things I think in the end leads to the same result and paths. But yes, we do have several options and possibilites and ways. We do have our free will.

But is it our dreams that is stored as an blueprint in our soul that makes us want to go for certain goals?

Then we all should learn from an early start in life to re-connect with our soul through learning meditation, so we can hear the whispers from our souls... Keeping the blockages away...

It is good to have goals, as long as we are open for letting go and let grace step in sometimes. Let spirit do the work, and work for us.

Spirit is always with us and want to guide us, we are never alone.

Anyhow, allready in high school my doctor did not want to put the diagnose fibromyalgia as I was so young (and in pain). I got help from different alternative methods like changing my diet which did enormous help and physical training (everything from dance to Martial arts) , until one day I got an sport injury kicking in Tae kwon do and was not allowed to train anymore, an my leg was injured.

In the clinic I later in life was working in, the practicioners (sports people on elite level) - tried to help me with no result - after ONE healing session, 10 years later, the injury was completely healed.

Life went on.... I had an huge inner drive and an enormous hunger for life and loved people, and challenges, at the time, and tried many different jobs, (I worked in everything from fashion shop to Spa, to a clinic with colleagues on a elit level where I was in the gym and reception (with the title administrative site manager) to showbiz in Spain.

I also tried some modelling. (Wasn´t for me). Even thoe im obsessed with beautiful dresses :-)

Lots of things happend , during my time in the gym on the clinic. I lived together with a musician, relationships fell apart....And I ended up with a friend in Spain where I was working as an entertainer; having activities with adults and also kids, and presenting shows, dancing etc, also with PR in 5-star hotels! I met men that was everything else than good for me, and an inner journey in learning to set boundaries and taking care of myself took pace.

Life went on..Found myself in Sweden again, started working at a hotel (actually 2), and was thinking that I was not getting any younger and wanted to educate myself...

Very busy and the last thing I was thinking about was burnout our exhaustion (Yes, I experienced that).

I started an 1-year Massagetherapist education where I soon got many insights... And the teacher asked; "who have been massaging here, the swollen back was not swollen anymore"... I started to realise how energy affected me in the body....And how I could direct energy for healing... A wonderful women one day during the education came with a little cd that she had painted an angel on, she said to me; this is you, and you need to ground yourself and you are going to met a teacher that I know.

This was Lovisa Månson in Karlstad, I loved her at first sight and she told me I was very open and that I was going to take a psychic education for her and learn to "close myself", I had many spiritual experiences during this time (but I had that before as well). For example, During a progression that we did I had a deep spiritual experience and released ALL of my pain. All I could feel was DEEP LOVE, and after this I could sense what was my energy and others, after this 1-year; Psychic Coach education I continued to 1 year spiritual healer for Lovisa. I also ended up working with her a short time (in helhetscentrat) until the restlessness took pace and I ended up in Ireland, with the man I was going to marry, get an amazing daughter with, and ending up in radio with my business, I started there (HealingYou)....Happily unknown on the divorce that took pace 12 years later home in Sweden.

We moved home to Sweden to our families and giving birth to my amazing Juni (now known as Juno) :-). Being a mother to my darlig daughter is the best thing that ever happened to me. Juno with the symbol of being a protector of the pregnant women, - and yes, that is right, she is a protector and a strong little lady, yet sensitive, (thank good). Thank you good for this young lady that came to me, I can´t explain the love I feel for here, and the love that she also gives me, and the deep relationship that we have built together.

When Juno came to the world I also got a question to paint two personal paintings, and then several people started ordering paintings...

When I was giving birth to her I was experiencing a very difficult childbirth. (After puking up for 9 months, getting all the preganncy symptoms you can get, why didn´t anyone prepare you for this?) :-) In Ireland thoe, they gave me a bunch of catalouges with things I could go to during my pregnancy, for deep relaxation etc, all doctors was refering to pregnancy massage therapists etc.

I had decided to have an epidural during giving birth, but the doctor made a mistake and spinal fluid leaked out of my back, which led to overpressure in my brain and paralysis.

To make a long story short... I was given a caffeine drip but it didn't help much at first... Caffeine was the only cure they yet have found for this, (ofcourse it helped a bit, thank good, my good for the pain in my whole body). The doctors told me (or the pain team of expertise) - said that: everyone that experienced this, experienced such pain that they wanted to die.

The pain it didn't go away. My daughter's godmother and my soul mother (I call her) had a whole congregation at church to pray for me, and a woman there saw an angel walking by my hospital bed and taking something out of my back.

Slowly but surely, things started to turn around, and we could finally go home, together as a family.

I had to take caffeine tablets and painkillers several times a day, the last time I had to take caffeine tablets was at 8 pm (the evening), (not optional for sleep if you say so), - headaches for several years and nerv damage in my neck.

The doctor wanted to put the diagnosis "fibromyalgia" but my stuborness-- (at that time,(thank god for that stuborness)? Yes, life humbled me) -- made me visit alternative healing which lead to that he did not have to put that diagnosis. So, once again, when we experience this pains, and we land in the decision to listen, - is it our soul waiting to deliver healing messages, that lies under the hardships, taking us in on new areas in life, wanting to grow and widen or consiousness? If we take it as an spiritual initiation?

(With that Im not saying that I am always pain free, I am born with the (gift?) of sensing energy (a challenging one at times), AND ofcourse my own feelings, - and I have to take care of me both emotionally, physically and spiritually, then I can stay pain free, but otherwise I easily get pain.

But don´t we all have to take good care of us?

Today, Im happy for my inner rich life that been born out of all the challenges in my life, making my conciousness wider and humbled myself.

Looking back on it I cannot believe the strength I had, as it after all went well -

(did not say it wasn´t hard).

Which makes me realise and belive that; maybe this was a part of the things that was going to happen in my life according to my soul plan? Maybe it is really so, that we write or plan, like some sort of map, before we come down here?

I told my physiotherapist on the hospital I was never going to work with clients and healing again, as she answered me very determined that I was going to! Of course, especially after experiencing all of this, she said. :-) !

One thing led to another and between the baby happiness because yes-- (it was an amazing creative time when my daughter was small, (still is small, but yes she is getting older) :-), -- I experienced new hardships wich two years later lead to that I had an " womb awakening"- the start of my divine feminine awakening started, and around Covid - 19 and heart awakening, - going through many hard things (for example; divorce) - doing lots of releasing through energy healing, emotion code and body code and the whole heart wall, - leading until recently.

Released lots of energy blockages in my body which learned me the realisation of how we can release energy wounds generations back and how we can store generational wounds in our body.

Waow, our body, right? The kapacity it has to heal... But also how it can store and create pain and blockages as we go through life, I am so happy I found energy healing that helps me to release theese blockages which may arise!

What I do realise now is that theeese two energy centers work together (heart and womb, sacral chakra and heart chakra), - and can make you feel deep divine feminine, harmony, happiness and force (when releasing the blockages in the areas in our bodies that are connected to theese energy centers here), - creating new dept of your whole being & opens up for things on a soul level, - like meeting your true soulmate or twin soul--

--Which is a completely new and separate & romantic story after my chaotic divorce :-)

I was very convinced that I was going to be a lady with 9 cats and focusing solely on my daughter and me, my business and building my life up after divorce.

I started up taking clients on a clinic,--(After I closed during the pandemic and was focusing in writing jobs) (also got sick during covid which gave me asthma and from the vaccin).

Anyhow, during the separation and divorce I worked with writing jobs and worked extra on a Montessori kindergarden where my daughter went earlier.

In one way my heart was obviously not closed, or was this written in the stars? - My soul plan?

As before I moved out from my home a psychic told me she saw me and my daughter moving with a man....I said; I don´t want to hear it, no! :-)

Me and my daughter moved back home to my family home, I wanted a safe network, and lots of love around her (and me) being close to family, soulmother and my soulsister. We were going by train to school in another city, -(crazy right, what we can manage and where do we get the strength in crisis)...

Now we have built a completely new life living with my soulmate and my daughter new step dad and are very happy and harmonious together.

I have been focusing lots on healing myself the last 1, 6 years (and yes I guess love was written in the stars)... He, the new love the psychic was talking about was at the time working as a Manager in the Destillery TakaMaka in the beautiful and harmonious Seychells, and had a home here in Sweden. He sent me a course for sensitives, I knew him through another healer as he had earlier came to me for healing (no I did no have men as clients, but sometimes I made exceptions.)

It was not love then, I was married and lojal.

But he had been writing to me during the years about healing and life and we started writing more and more and more... This love was truly on a soul level. And one day he came home visiting... :-)

When this 2 centers (heart and sacralchakra) (heartcenter and womb) - are working together in harmony (after releasing old limiting belifs, blockages, and relations, guilt & fear on a energy level , -you wake up to your autencity & your true Self.

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These two centers are the two hearts of our bodies.

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Everything you want to Know you can find here.

And if you are going through a difficult challenge, I tell you one thing that my amazing friend and the world famous coach Cynthia Occelli told me; You´re way is allready made, your job is to stay safe here and now.

And I add to that; flow with your way as much as you can - stay safe here and now, stay calm and listen to your parasympathetic nervous system, listen to vizualisations, meditatons, move your body, and let grace deliver you abundance.

Write and release and feel youre feelings so you can open up to new beautiful things, and let the energy in youre body flow.

When we feel our feelings energies starts to flow and we can release blocked energy, - which I believe will keep us on the path of our soul.

“For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn't understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.”

―Cynthia Occelli

Healingmeditation - Landa in i kroppen & öppna hjärtat

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About 2 years ago I had this Amazing dream that haunted me, a forcefull godess visited me in a dream. She had a face that looked like white ceramics, she was so full of grace & force. Me and my daughter lived at this time in my family home.

Recently I opened an oracle deck that been lying around that I bought in the same period, but did not give it to much of thought.

Then I pulled the card - WHITE TARA! Waow, and here she was !

These godess cards is also connected to the divine feminine and the angels.

Angels which I had Amazing experienced with 👼🏻🎼

During this period I took several courses in the divine feminine and the heart🌹🧡💕

I have created this Beautiful package of all of this that you can find on my website 🤍✨🌸

Hon...

Hon var så trött på att vara trött...

Hon trodde inte att det fanns en chans för henne att få tillbaka sin kraft... Eller att hon kunde bli smärtfri.

Hon bar så mycket spänningar & smärta inom sig & i sin fysiska kropp.

Ofta hade hon huvudvärk...

Hon var så trött på att vara styrd...

Kunde hon verkligen designa sitt eget liv? Leva ett liv i harmoni, energi & kreativitet?

Hon hämtade tillbaka sin kraft genom att lyssna till det parasympatiska nervsystemet & tog sig rätten till egen-tid för meditation & vizualisering varje dag... 

Steg för steg...dag för dag....

Vecka för vecka... 

Kände hon hur energin skiftade... 

Hon kunde knappt tro sina ögon när energin kom tillbaka...

Hon växte...

Hon fylldes på & renade extern & intern stress genom (spirituell) energihealing & varje gång hon tog emot energihealing blev hon lika förvånad över hur smärtan kunde rinna bort. 

Hon fick en enorm tillit till spirit & lärde sig att guidas av det som är större... 

Hon lärde sig att universum/ spirit ville henne väl... 

Hon lärde sig att se att livet händer för henne när hon började se livets svåra händelser  som initieringar till något ännu bättre,  något ännu större... 

Även om det inte alltid kändes så...

Hon vågade gå vägen i livet genom hjärtat - den inre feminina   

Hon släppte taget om blockeringar- röster,

& pålagor som inte tillhörde henne själv så som tex; samhället 

eller andra omkring oss.

Hon insåg att den inte kritiska rösten inom henne inte var hennes,

hon lärde sig ta hand om sitt inre barn… Närde sig när hon behövde.

Satte sunda gränser.

Vågade lyssna på magkänslan

& intuitionen med vetskap & tilliten

i att; när hon gjorde det, - attraherade hon dem

som var rätt för henne.

Det som var kärleksfullt & bra för sig & därmed världen.

Hon följde sina drömmar,  med vetskap om att när hon gjorde det, - var hon hållen, 

hållen av spirit.

Hon var med & höjde frekvensen i universum.

Hon gav kärlek till världen när hon var som närmast sig själv,  sitt eget ljus.

- Erika Hägglund

Spirituell Self-Care guidning - Rena din energi

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From the dept of my heart to yours/

Erika

Women´s healing

www.erikahagglund.com